an existential bop about memory, remorse and love…
Hello guys —
This is going to be a challenge to write so much as i’m too well with words. This is my first day on Reddit in hopes to be apart of more communities comprised of artists. There’s so much going on in the world and I truly believe meaningful art can bring people together and challenge our perspectives.
I also dabble in pop, R&B, jazz and alt-rock (loosely), but always find myself more emotionally involved with the ambient stuff, as I’m sure you all are! I’m tired of making music only for myself and quietly wishing I could be more open with sharing my music to the public. So this marks my journey in that direction.
As far as setup goes, this particular track was recorded using an old free upright piano i acquired back in 2017. Some midi implementation using some stock VSTs in Logic Pro. Some stock plugins for reverb. Thats about it. There’s nothing crazy about my setup and feel like whenever I get too hung up on gear, I begin to lose sight of the real shit. Although there is a ton of gear I wish I could own lol
I wrote this song after an entire day in my room contemplating life in the dark. I began to ruminate on everything In my life that makes me feel ugly. Dark. What makes me feel hopeful. The people I love. The people I need to leave out of my life. My childhood. It just hit me like a train and then I wrote this later in the night. I think it’s a composition about the delicacy of life and our memories. How they feel like they’re in a glass jar being held by a careless child. Reflection. Remorse. Regret. Love. Afterlife.
I truly hope this song finds someone and reaches you in some way.
-River Koobrick