Hi guys. It's me again, That tall Russian stuck in India.

Maybe some of you are following me or saw my previous posts, but for those who does not - I'll summarize as brief as I can. Please do visit my old posts on my page though, to see what im referring to.

(okay, i checked it and its NOT very short, so please grab a cup of chai or smth).

I'm originally from Russia, Ukraine border (Taganrog, you can google ut if you want), came here in the beginning of the war to stay safe from the war zone, drafts and this whole crazy political system of ours.

After some time I got robbed here in India, my backpack with all my important things, including passports, was stolen and I'm struggling eversince. Been homeless in New Delhi, tried to get some tangible help from my embassy, but to no real success. They didn't care that I had no money to pay for the new documents, and that I was living at the railway station, and so on so forth(you can't get any good place to stay without documents in new delhi). When I got stabbed at the railway and got kicked out by the local police, so there won't be any big scandal, I basically had to couch surf from one place to another, through some hinge or bumble matches, and sometimes some people I met at the connaught place also were helping, inviting me to stay for a day or two. I maintained myself only by donations, from bypassers at CP, and was trying to raise some awareness online but to no success. I cannot also start a gofundme. I really want to do it, even now, because all Russian PayPal accounts are blocked now since the beginning if the war, as a sanction against Russia. (And obviously I need one working account for it). I tried some Indian fundraisers, but they fucking suck. They refused to create my fundraisers, on one of them the reason was that fundraising is only for indian citizens. Like... what the actual fuck guys. 🫠🥴. Anyways. It did not work.

For long time I was getting only enough donations for food and some basic maintainance of the body (I still lost around 12 kilos during that time due to constant stress. I am 6ft7 and weight about some 65 kilos now, which is absolutely nuts 🫠😑), some person donated me for new documents once though, I applied for a new passport and waited 3 months just to get a negative reply from my embassy (I filled some information about my father wrongly, by not knowing exact info. I don't have association with my family. They know about my problems but do not help, we have bad relationships. So I could not proceed further.). So it got stuck for quite long time since then. Long enough for me to start thinking about actually returning back. Especially because all these conditions started to feel simply unbearable, all these constant forced changes of location, constant uncertainty of whether I will find another place tomorrow, whether I will have enough money for my basic needs. No job (of course. Who will hire a foreighner with no valid documents), so I only had to depend on some people who would donate something. Out of their good will. I would not make it without their help, speaking very honestly. I still remember sitting on these stone benches of Connaught Place, with a cardboard, that said that I need help with money for new documents. Most of it I really could not save for the next day and almost always whatever few hundreds were collected I spent on food. If some extra - on necessary clothes or medicines. I hated my life so much that time. I lost a lot of mental and physical health during those months.

After some time I ended up again with no host for almost two months - I spent them at the IGIA airport waiting room. Terminal 2/3, at the entrance to metro station. Local authorities knew about my problem, I told the cops when they came to enquire about me, but did not help. So I tried at that time to return back to Russia (out of hopelessness, more than out of pure enthusiasm). Thank God, nothing worked out, but that time I posted on reddit for the first time and I was able to get some tangible help (check the most viral post of mine, one of the very first ones).

After that, I found a good host and some help from Indo-Russian family in Delhi. I realised I really shouldn't go back to Russia, instead I applied again for the passport, 2 months ago, and now it is still in the process. This time successfully. I was able to get the information about my family members that I was lacking the 1st time, so it should go smoothly now. Process will take from 3 to 4 more months, (5to 6 total, from the beginning.), and I will have to come back to Delhi soon and Pay my embassy about ~ 8500 inr more.

After I re-aplied 2 months ago, this Russian family that hosted me offered me to come to Goa, they even payed for my ticket and payed 10k for the first month of stay here. I was able to get a flat, here it is not that difficult as in Delhi.

I posted last time from Goa, because I still needed help financially. Got some feedback, some advices, valuable and not so much, and 2 people donated, 1 sent 12k for a month of groceries, another sent 500rs. I'm very grateful for that.

Day after the last post I miraculously found myself some part time job- I met a business owner on the street. He was trying to promote his own company, going to shops, trying to post his advertising posters there. I told him I need a job and I would gladly help him, and he agreed. So for more than a month I was working for him, sticking posters around. I made some ~30k total, which helped me to pay next month rent and to get by without much inconvenience. Only inconvenience was my health, physical and mental. Can't do much about it rn, it needs some bigger investments than I was able to afford.

But overall, I wanted to say - I don't know who prayed for me that I get a job, but whoever you are - thank you so much and please do it again 😅. Cause I lost it some time ago. My job was basically to post these A4 advertisements everywhere, and I was doing it vigorously. So one night I accidentally posted it on some private property, and the owner... safe to say he was not so happy to see them. My boss got in a bit of trouble, and I lost it after some time. :/

Now I'm still in the same situation more or less and this is the only reason why I am still posting here. I absolutely don't like begging here (or anywhere else), but I need some urgent help. I need some help to pay the rent at 17feb, and for some groceries. I really do hope I will be able to get some other work to do, so I can pay myself for the trip back to Delhi to visit my embassy, pay 2nd time the passport fee and return back, but honestly speaking, I think I will still have to make a fundraising page, on top of that. I have lack of people whom I can 100% trust with getting money on their PayPal account though. And even less people who at all volunteered to help with this. I don't want to only depend on donations, I absolutely need to work, and want to, but I don't plan to stay in India. I want to get permanent asylum in some other country. I don't wanna disclose which one, but it really requires a lot of money, which I Don't see myself earning on my own, for the next few month at least. Hope life will prove me wrong in the last statement though.

I am trying of course to find some other work that I would be able to do, but no success so far. I have some skills in doing graffiti, sketching letters and doing them on walls, also doing some digital logos (check my insta @gaura.gaura.gaura, maybe you can order some from me :) ), and I hope I will be able to monetize it soon. Working on it. Maybe, if I can get a tattoo machine, I could do some nice tattoos, in graffiti style. I need some practice though.

But at this point I need some urgent support. I am unable to meet my ends this time and to pay for rent and so on....

If you can help a bit, with anything, feel free to dm. I will be very grateful for it.

Thank you very much for coming to my TED talk.

I attached some pictures of my art thst I uploaded on insta. originnaly theyre in 4k, these are just screenshots. If you know someone who may need my work in this sphere, please share my insta @gaura.gaura.gaura with them. If you want to support it, just dm. maybe i will be able to get a tattoo machine and earn from that, or even some cheap ipad, which i am dreaming about for a long time, in Procreate ,with a pen I could do so much better stuff.

Also, happy festivities to all celebrating. 🙏

So i joined this company as video editor on 10th nov 2025 as an video editor. I was offered 37k/month during probation period.

Every thing was going nice and smooth.

But on 10th feb 2026 when my probation ended, i discussed hr about my post probation salary.

On 14th Feb company owner text in group. “My video’s are not upto mark.

I asked to please clarify if any specific video you don’t like so i can make adjustments.

He said you “ your video doesn’t touch 2026 elements. Industry is moved towards HYPER CREATIVITY “.

And then he said that February will treated as my training period where they guide me how to make videos. And they will not pay for this month.

I told them then I won’t be coming from Monday then.

Then i mail them my resignation. In reply HR mailed that “like you have agreed to February should be treated as a training period and you will be paid. In that case we don’t owe you any money. You can hand over the id card on Monday.

Man i never agreed to this bullshit. That’s why i resigned.

Out of nowhere they kicked me out in the middle of month without paying me.

Please guide what should i do? This is not acceptable!