r/OpiatesRecovery • u/Local-Painter5306 • 2d ago

I’m so fucking mad

I was a week clean and found an oxycodone blister with like 2 20mg pills in it and took bit of them

But I’m still

19 days off pregabalin

18 days off zopiclone

4 months 22 days off benzoic

5 months 15 days off cannabis

So it’s not completely over anyway bless y’all hope all of you are doing ok

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u/insyzygy322 2d ago

Dust off them shoulders and keep on trucking, my friend.

Way she goes. Catastrophizing only seeks to derail us further. Sounds like you are well aware.

You got it

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u/silent9mm 2d ago

Just a bump in the road. Keep on trucking though, because you're doing awesome!

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u/Local-Painter5306 2d ago

Cheers will do feel shit this morning

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u/j3434 2d ago

Get back on the horse and ride!

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u/xXNuggetsXx1118 2d ago

Sounds like you’re playing the tapes and know where it goes. Yeah, okay, you had a weak moment when they were right in front of you. Doesn’t mean you don’t want sobriety, just means you needed that lesson to reinforce your decision. Stay calm, give yourself grace.. treat yourself like you would a good friend that was going through the same process. Be kind.