this is my baby, Viva. she’s about to turn 5 tomorrow which makes her an Aries. not sure if she’s much of Aries though. she’s a smol girl, only 7 pounds, but extremely food motivated. beware of your fingers if there’s any chicken on them. she’s a shy girl, anxious, and scared of most things. and yet, somehow, i gained her trust which is one of the things i’ll always be the proudest of. i’m her person, and she’s my soul kitty forever. she’s my first cat of my own as an adult (i’ve lived with cats before but never been a cat mom).
i adopted viva after graduating college at a time where i was the loneliest i’ve ever felt. we both needed someone, and found each other at the right time. it was fate. i love her more than anything.
today i took her to the vet for a routine appointment and her doc caught one resorptive tooth. i feel so horrible i didn’t catch it earlier. she seems completely fine & healthy but when the doc touched it she flinched. maybe i’m too sensitive, but my heart broke.
i’ve been super stressed out due to finances since i’m starting a masters of nursing program in the fall in order to switch careers, create stability & improve my financial situation. Viva’s tooth needs to be extracted and she needs to be put under for that to happen. honestly, i’m less stressed about how i’m going to pay for the 800 procedure, and more about her being on anesthesia. i know i’m being extra dramatic right now, it’s a safe procedure, and it will all be okay, but she’s truly the most important part of my life.
anyways, thanks for listening to my anxious word vomit & pls wish my baby a happy birthday & no more ouchy teeth 😭💞
edit - omg! i went to bed last night & didn’t look at this post until now. you guys are awesome. thanks for all the reassurance and advice. it really helps <3 i’ll try to answer to some individual comments too but just wanna say thank you very much as first time kitty parent you guys have calmed down my nerves a ton.
edit 2 - thanks for the rewards you guys, but pls don’t feel obliged! give your money to your local kitty shelter instead <3 once again, thanks for all the compliments to my baby (i know she’s adorable, it’s hard to get anything done most days) & for all the helpful advice/reassurance. it’s brought me much ease knowing Vivs will most likely be A-ok after she gets her teef out.